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Winter Garden, by Beryl Bainbridge, and The Confidential Agent, by Graham Greene

A couple of paperbacks from the ‘light touch’ era of cover design. All images in this posting, unless otherwise noted are © John Degen

Gather round online generations. There was a time when a young person of some small means would sew a Canadian flag onto a large, unwieldy backpack, say goodbye to their family, and disappear for months without any reliable communication keeping them attached to the home base. No texting, no facetiming, no emails; just the very occasional long-distance phone call from a dodgy booth on a heath somewhere, and physical post that was by its nature weeks behind on the actual news.

Between March and September 1987, I backpacked my way through Europe, visiting German relatives, and even crossing the iron curtain briefly to ride the rails through what was then Yugoslavia on my way to Greece with a friend. At the end of my wanderings, I spent 12 weeks living as a Londoner in a little bedsit on the ground floor of a three-story walk-up on Philbeach Gardens in the then-grimy Earl’s Court neighbourhood of Kensington. With my live-in partner, Judy (who has remained a beloved friend despite our lives going in very different directions), I jumped into the cosmopolitan life of what quickly became my absolute favourite city in the world.

March 2017, before Big Ben underwent the extensive cleaning and repair that saw the tower scaffolded for several years, and just days before the Westminster Bridge terrorist attack that killed 4 and injured 50.

I remember with perfect clarity the end of that experience, sitting in my aisle seat on the Heathrow taxiway in early September, waiting to take off for a return to Canada and my suspended university studies. Head down as though praying, I thought “I will graduate and immediately return. I will live in London the rest of my life.” Three decades later, in March of 2017, I finally touched down back in London, on a business trip. The intervening years had seen me stay in Toronto, build a career in writing and publishing, father two sons, and ride the wheel of emotional fortune through marriage, divorce, and blessed re-marriage.

I will admit to some tears when I walked up to my old apartment in Earl’s Court, feeling arthritic stiffness in my joints and noting that my £15-a-week room had become yet another £1 million luxury home in London’s west end. Being a hyper-connected man in late middle-age, I immediately texted a selfie to Judy to show her where I was. I don’t remember her exact response, but likely it was “Gah!” or “OMG!” or some other exhalation meaning how the hell did we get so old?

Old man returns to last place he saw his youth. Sadly, it was no longer there.

We tend to think of the times we’re living through right now as somehow more dangerous and more filled with global strife than most of recent history (see the above reference to Westminster Bridge), but recall that 1987 was two years before the end of the Cold War, and one year after the catastrophic nuclear accident at Chernobyl in what was then the Ukraine… still part of the USSR. When Judy and I shopped at the outdoor markets that summer, vegetable vendors would loudly declare the provenance of their wares so that one might check against the radiation-spread charts we’d all saved from the daily papers.

Train stations all over Europe displayed wanted posters for various known terrorist bombers and warned never to stand near abandoned luggage. Harrods department store had been shattered by an Irish Republican Army bomb not four years earlier. That attack killed six and injured ninety. This was one of the most contented times of my life, but it was tinged with near constant anxiety over physical safety. Not a year after our summer there, a bomb would kill a soldier and injure nine others at the Inglis Barracks in North London.

May I recommend this wonderful novel by Maureen Duffy for a sense of London in those long-ago days? Best read over a pint or two at the pub.

Our immediate neighbourhood was rough — how else could we afford it on our measly earnings from washing dishes and serving lunches to bankers in the City? A heroin dealer lived in the basement of our building, and we would regularly be woken by “customers” banging on our street-facing window to be let in for a late-night purchase. The 1983 novel Londoners, by the wonderful Maureen Duffy, ends with a pub bombing in Earl’s Court, so the zeitgeist was not very optimistic about us either.

Novelist and poet, Maureen Duffy, was a dinner guest on my return to London. A delightful vegetarian restaurant in Hammersmith, as I recall.

I mention all this to build some atmosphere for a discussion about two of my recent reads; books that took me right back to London in my head and pinned me to the couch with remembered anxieties and experience. As it happens, I read Winter Garden (Beryl Bainbridge, 1980) and The Confidential Agent (Graham Greene, 1939) at the same time — doesn’t everyone have several books on the go at once? — and enjoyed how they mirrored and spoke to each other. The similarities were so striking, I sometimes had to remind myself of each book’s cast of characters before diving back in, so I knew which plot I’d be following.

These are both literary entertainments (as Greene was fond of calling his work) involving clandestine travel and international intrigue. The Confidential Agent is more typically a spy novel set in what seems to be Spanish Civil War times — though to say Greene’s writing is anything like typical will start an argument — while Winter Garden is a dark comedy involving a bumbling middle-aged Englishman attempting a complicated extramarital assignation on a secret trip to the USSR during the Cold War. The threat of violence emanates from the pages of both books, mystery abounds, and neither ends in a very satisfactory manner for its protagonist. That is not a spoiler, because neither feat of writing here could be spoiled by knowledge of plot. If after the first page of either, you are hoping for a happy ending, you’ve come to the wrong hotel. What the reader gets from these books are brilliantly understated characters engaged in sharp dialogue, in the service of a rather grim existential dread that, in both cases, is inexplicably entertaining.

Why are these people walking past a bookstore? I don’t understand.

The Bainbridge I bought at the wonderful Any Amount of Books on Charing Cross Road in London several years back, and while the Greene is most definitely a UK edition (its price is listed on the cover as 3/6) I picked it up in Parry Sound, Canada at Bearly Used Books.

The store that now adds an hour to every northern drive I take.

But let’s travel back to 1987 again. That was the summer of Margaret Thatcher’s last election victory, and London was positively vibrating with protest and politicking. We had many doorknockers come by, loudspeaker vans cruising the roadways, and soapbox speakers at every weekend market. I followed the campaigns very closely, amused and astonished by how absolutely filthy UK politics can be at street level. A local candidate was caught up in a sex scandal, and shouts of “Shame!” rang through the neighbourhood. Literally. His political rivals must have hired leather-lunged blokes to walk the sidewalks with large photos of his face, and bellowing out their one-word disapproval. It was an absolute circus.  

In all of that, I found myself made suddenly hot-under-the-collar by an Evening Standard newspaper columnist who made, in my opinion, ignorant assumptions about the disaffected youth of Britain and their ability to responsibly engage with politics. Feeling for my generation, I plunked down with pen and paper (there were no online comments sections back then), and wrote directly to this columnist care of the Standard. “How dare you… etc.”

Britain’s astonishingly well-run postal system being what it was, my note went out in the next morning’s post, and I received a response THE SAME DAY in the evening mail. The columnist’s note began “Well, I seem to have rubbed you the wrong way…”; it went on to convincingly explain to me that I was incorrect on facts if not feeling, it wished me well, and ended…

“Cordially,

Beryl Bainbridge.”

Author (and trenchant columnist), Beryl Bainbridge.  © Jane Bown, 1981

I seek out Dame Bainbridge’s books whenever I’m browsing, and never miss an opportunity to keep learning from her. May she rest in peace.


Ashburner descended the stairs so forcefully that a shallow wardrobe, standing with its back to the skirting board in the hall, rocked violently. Its door, in which was set an oval mirror, swung outwards. He was confronted with an image of a face similar to his own, wobbling, as though reflected in water.
— from Winter Garden, by Beryl Bainbridge

For a delightful television interview with Dame Bainbridge circa 1977, see here.

Where is this grid you speak of?

Four blissful days outside cell service

A black bear (Ursus americanus) comes a bit too close for comfort. I was in the car, shooting photos through a lowered window, and this is with a long lens… but these creatures move a LOT faster than you think they might.

All photos in this posting, unless otherwise noted, are © John Degen.

Once a year (at least) I try to get myself completely off the grid and offline for a few days of quiet reflection and contemplation. My day job is so public-facing and so perpetually connected through electronic communications, it can seem impossible to take a real vacation as long as there is dependable cell service reaching the everything-device in my pocket. I have become a reluctant master at problem-solving on the phone at the departures gate, and have been awakened by alerts regarding crisis communications in too many time zones to count.

For the time being I’m fortunate that Northern Ontario has been so neglected by government infrastructure investment and Canada’s telecommunications sector that we still have large cell and internet dead zones in which to disappear. Not great for those folks living in those zones, of course, or for emergency communications if you happened to need them while passing through; but a blessed relief to the overconnected rat-racer and sandwich-generation stalwart who needs to remember old dreams, old priorities, and old simple pleasures, if only for a few days. I had my big camera with me, and theoretically I was there for birding, but you’ll forgive me if I often just listened, looked, breathed, and let the birds go about their business unphotographed.

Okay, I did manage this shot of a Black-throated green warbler (Setophaga virens) that was using my campsite for nest-material gathering.

I can’t adequately describe the feeling of absolute luxury that comes with chucking one’s phone into the glove compartment in a shady northern car-camping ground. I admit it takes me awhile to get to that point on one of these vacations. The impulse to glance at the lock-screen for alerts is addiction-level disruptive, but after a day of not finding anything there, and noting zero bars where there should be five bars, it starts to feel a bit silly having an electronic brick on one’s person. The camp-chair, the birdsong, the stovetop coffee and the old paperback Graham Greene novel beckon. Resistance is futile.

Camp coffee, books, and birdsong. Heaven.

For my non-Canadian readers, the northeast shore of Lake Superior (my preferred communications dead-zone) is one of the most spectacular and awe-inspiring drives one could hope for in the middle of the continent. The Big Lake is special. It is the largest freshwater lake in the world (by surface area), and holds more clear, cold water in its massive depths than all of the other Great Lakes combined. In fact, it would require three more Lake-Erie-sized lakes to take the overflow from an emptied Superior after it filled all the other Great Lakes.

Old Woman Bay on Lake Superior.

High Falls of the Magpie River at Wawa, Ontario.

For pitifully tiny humans on Superior’s relatively under-populated shores, this translates into fantastic vistas, endless beaches of both sand and lake-smoothed rock, blissful quiet, and awesome natural presence. If you don’t already, you might want to follow the GLOAT (greatest lake of all time) on the socials. Once you’ve seen it and tried to capture its visual splendour, it should be no mystery why Lake Superior spawned an entire school of visual art in Canada. Sure, the Group of Seven spent a lot of time in other locales, but the Superior shore paintings are iconic.

North Shore, Lake Superior — a 2024 photo by me.

And... North Shore, Lake Superior, a 1926 painting by Lawren Harris. (Oil on canvas 40 1/4 x 50 1/8 in. (102.2 x 127.3 cm). National Gallery of Canada; Purchased 1930. ©Family of Lawren S. Harris. Photo ©NGC. Photo by Pauline Adamek.)

After my first car-camping visit to Superior a few years back, I made a private vow to return, even if only for a day, each and every summer from then on. Life intrudes, of course. A super-disrupted Spring 2024 — work and family-life competed to load the greatest number of emergencies on my head — had me wondering if I’d make it north at all this year. That I did, and that I managed to disappear for four straight days seems like a blessed reward for all of the professional and personal toil in the first half of the year. At one Provincial Park along the way, the ranger checking me in asked if they had my permission to let anyone who might call for me know I was in the park. I thought for a few seconds and said “I’m going to say no. Permission denied. This is my disappearing time.” The ranger didn’t skip a beat.“Respect,” they replied.

As I returned to the wired world, driving southeast along the TransCanada Highway just outside Sault Ste. Marie, I spotted a number of large raptor nests along a line of power poles running through the Garden River First Nation. I take note of these nests often, but have never seen them occupied. This time, there was movement in three out of four of them, and I managed to get close enough for my long lens to capture an Osprey (Pandion haliaetus) literally living ON THE GRID.

A Garden River osprey takes off for some fishing.

Thanks, bird. Message received. I’m back.


I slept as never before, a stone on the river bed,
nothing between me and the white fire of the stars
but my thoughts, and they floated light as moths
among the branches of the perfect trees.
— Mary Oliver, Sleeping In The Forest

currently reading: The Worm Forgives the Plough

by John Stewart Collis

Recently purchased at Parry Sound’s fabulous Bearly Used Books while travelling north (into bear country) for a blissful week of very remote work. (All images in this post, unless otherwise noted, are © John Degen)

John Stewart Collis, who lived his entire life in the twentieth century (1900-1984), was an Irish non-fiction author of various biographies (Shaw, Columbus, Strindberg, among others). This is by far his most famous and highly regarded work, a memoir of his war years spent in the UK’s Land Army. Instead of military service – for which Collis would have been a bit old anyway — the Oxford-educated author worked on a couple of farms, providing valuable day labour for a country suffering the many restrictions, dangers and hardships of active war.

British land army poster. Public domain image from the Victoria & Albert Museum, London.

I’ll admit to being instantly drawn to the cover art of this gently used Penguin Modern Classic, as I’ve been sunk deep in nostalgic longing to return to the English countryside depicted there. Just over a year ago, I hiked for five days with a bookish buddy through The Cotswolds northern section, in Gloucestershire, England. My friend, Peter M., is a collector, currently working on the first 1000 Penguin paperbacks (and this will be the subject of another posting, no doubt), So, we stopped at many a bookstore and charity shop along the way to allow Pete rooting-around time.

A typical Cotswold scene. Bliss.

While I pointed out birds, plants and other wildlife, Pete expounded on Cotswoldian writers Graham Greene, Laurie Lee, and the WWI poet Ivor Gurney. We ended officially our journey in Painswick but took a further hike over the hill to the little village of Slad, where we visited Laurie Lee’s grave in the churchyard, and raised a few pints for him at his local, The Woolpack Inn.

Your humble correspondent, author Laurie Lee, and friend Pete M., in Slad, Gloucestershire.

Collis’s prose here is simple, straightforward observation, as he imparts his own learnings about the seasons in the fields and orchards, agricultural practices of the day, and his fellow labourers. The war is present even in this idyllic setting, as workers regularly gather for safety in a ditch to watch the almost daily dogfights in the skies above them. Agricultural understanding being relatively evergreen, I have learned much of practical value already, including that I will soon need to prune my three-year-old blackcurrant bushes if I want a continually growing harvest up north.

Some readers favour mystery or romance for summer reading, and while I love a good detective novel, Collis’s portrait of life on the land as an old-world past fades away in favour of a faster, grittier future is filling quiet minutes with delight (I’d say hours, but at this stage of my life, I never get solid hours for reading).

My copy of The Worm Forgives the Plough was previously owned by one A. George Fells, who was at one point so proud of his paperback collection he marked them with Ex Libris labels. It would appear Mr. Fells was a fellow alumnus of Oxford, and perhaps that informed his initial in this title. A quick bit of internet research by friend Peter M. reveals that Mr. Fells was a writer himself, and the author of at least one book of light verse and limericks. Fells would be in his early nineties right now, and so if you are still with us, sir, know that your former copy of TWFTP is being well-appreciated.

Thank you for the book, Mr. Fells… wherever you may be.


 A quick extra word about the bookish observations I will record here:

Working as I do in the writing and publishing industry in Canada, and representing the professional interests of Canada’s book authors, I have almost completely recused myself from discussing contemporary Canadian books (professional interest recently had me review this Canadian book on copyright law, but that’s a special case). I most certainly DO read my fellow Canadian authors, with great enjoyment, but to comment publicly on their work would be to open a door I can’t possibly walk through while I still have my day job. Retirement is not that far off, so all this may change, but for the time being my selections will be older and non-Canadian.


One comes across the strangest things in walks:
Fragments of Abbey tithe-barns fixed in modern
And Dutch-sort houses where the water baulks
Weired up, and brick kilns broken among fern,
Old troughs, great stone cisterns bishops might have blessed
Ceremonially, and worthy mounting-stones;
Black timber in red brick, queerly placed
Where Hill stone was looked for — and a manor’s bones
Spied in the frame of some wisteria’d house
And mill-falls and sedge pools and Saxon faces;
Stream-sources happened upon in unlikely places,
And Roman-looking hills of small degree
And the surprise of dignity of poplars
At a road end, or the white Cotswold scars
Or sheets spread white against the hazel tree.
Strange the large difference of up-Cotswold ways;
Birdlip climbs bold and treeless to a bend,
Portway to dim wood-lengths without end,
And Crickley goes to cliffs are the crown of days.
— Cotswold Ways, by Ivor Gurney